I am still sick. Still can't fucking breathe through my nose. The mini panic attacks from it happen pretty frequently... does that ever happen to you? You just start freaking out because you can't breathe through the ol' nostrils and you start feeling almost panicky? Maybe it's an underlying phobia of suffocation ... that totally doesn't look like I spelled it right... oh well.
This morning satchel says to me "so, you don't look like you feel too good eh?" My reply? "no you nearsighted prick, I caught your fucking disease since you've been hacking all over the office." ok, that was the reply in my head. The verbal reply was nil as well as I just gave him the old stink eye and then went back to what I was doing. It was as if he asked me to help him... heh. Seriously.on.my.last.nerve.
Have you seen that new show on Mtv... I want a famous face? Yikes. The first two episodes were sort of creepy... twins wanting to look like brad pitt and some britney impersonator getting implants to look more like her... but this weeks episode took the cake for the disgusting factor. In all fairness, the girl seemed a bit obsessed with Kate Winslet. Whatever, I'm sure part of that has to do with the editing. But she wasn't trying to become Kate Winslet, the chick had lost like 140lbs or something crazy like that after having weight loss surgery. Even though she was young, she had a lot of loose skin and understandably wanted to be rid of it. No cheek implants or rhinoplasty... she didn't really fit the bill for the show. My point is, Aaron almost gagged on his dinner (which is precisely when I changed the channel because we don't need to see shit like that during mealtimes.) when they showed the hunk of fat they took off of her... it was a piece of her skin with like 5lbs of hamburger attached... quite possibly the most gross thing I"ve ever seen. Dude, extreme makeover doesn't even show that shit.
Speaking of extreme makeover, I caught the end of one last night where the bride and groom see each other for the first time at the altar... and um... he looked ok, but damn... his new wife is either a lot older than him or they did a shit job. I thought she looked like crap. She had that plastic look like that one cat woman lady, this girl didn't look like her, but her face definitely had that plastic look. In my opinion anyway.
Not too much to report here. I made a decision today that I think will keep me sane. I dropped a class. The media class. The pain in the ass 'must have access to a mac' class. (Um, I know noone with a mac, mmkay?) plus, my two classes right now are a lot of work on their own without adding that shit into the mix. Quite frankly I was having a hard time figuring out exactly what needed to be read, done, etc. I hate hate hate when a teacher is vague. My biology class might be extremely demanding but she cuts to the chase and tells you what is due when, etc. I like that. I need clear and precise instructions, otherwise I feel like I'm floundering. I feel pretty good about it. So I'll go back to Bcc tommorrow (3rd time this week!) and return the books for that class and then save that money to go get my hair done. Yay! This makes me happy.
That would be Aaron on the left and dan on the right...notice Aaron's baby mullet? :-)
Lori and I in... 1990ish? I was 13 or 14 here, putting her at 9 or 10. We were out for the day to the Puyallup fair.
I presume this was Aaron's first Christmas, 1972. That's his brother dan on the left.
One of my senior pictures, I'm just bursting with totem pride, no?