Man I'm in a wierd mood today. I've got a bit of anxiety going on, lots of energy (thank you kirkland signature coffee!), and I am happy it's Friday.
I am also sort of conflicted. Conflicted because I would like to be a bit more candid in this journal... but everytime I find out who reads this thing I get all intimidated, and feel like certain things shouldn't be shared. Mainly because of embarassment or because I know my dad and other guys read this journal... but fuck it. I'm just going to say this today because it's what's on my mind and to those of you who feel uncomfortable... my apologies.
I have a doctor's appointment today and I'm nervous. I've had multiple doctor's appointments in the last ... three months, and today I'm seeing an actual girly doctor. As Sundry would say, I am going to have my girly bits looked at. I hate these appointments but I am tired of having... issues. I won't go into detail because frankly that is surely none of your biz-nass, but I will say that I mutherfucking hate the gynecologist and would do just about anything to get out of going. I think they should make the experience more... patient friendly. I know I've said this before, but I'll say it again, if they give you nitrus at the dentist office to relax you, and they are just rooting around in your mouth, then they SURE AS HELL should give you nitrus when you're at the girly doctor. Talk about a time when you need to chill the fuck out.
Anyhoo, I heard yesterday that Willie was not pleased at his picture on the site, heh. I had originally had a different caption, but when I told Aaron the caption I wanted to put down there he said "do it! that's fuckin funny!" Last night Willie called and wasn't pleased... but Aaron said he didn't think he was actually mad. So, Willie, if you want me to take your picture down I will... maybe. heh, YOU ONLY GET ONE OF THOSE!
Not much else to report, I missed 11 points out of 85 possible on my math test. I have some sort of over confidence problem when I take tests. I would have thought I aced that fucker... from what I can tell by doing percentages that's a B... but given my math inadequacies I don't trust my percent skills what so ever.
Might I also state for the record that I think today's friday five is kind of gay, but in a psychological dual meaning whatever kind of way. But I'll answer them anyway...
1. Using one adjective, describe your current living space.
2. Using two adjectives, describe your current employer.
Fair, and ... outdoorsy... we are talking the actual employer right? My boss, not just the company? Because those describe him, if we are talking about the company I would say... Hell I don't know... Male and technical? (Most of the employees are men... I think there's only 6 women and about 3 times that many men.
3. Using three adjectives, describe your favorite hobby/pasttime.
loud, harmonic, funny (karaoke)
4. Using four adjectives, describe your typical day.
long, busy, diverse, tiring
5. Using five adjectives, describe your ideal life.
Wealthy, cozy, plentiful, relaxing, and... happy.
Here are the last batch of pictures...
I love this picture, Lori is happy to have the brother she's always wanted. :-)
Uncle Gary shows his soft side.
Lori and I, I like this picture a lot.
Su and Maria get cheeky :-D
Me and my future sister in-law
Jess and Kevin are so cute together!
Willie is not happy about his picture on the internet...
Apparently I was tired here... or ready to just go.
Have a great weekend!