I am sitting here on this fine June evening feeling my most blissful. I know this is going to sound all trite and mushy, but I gotta say, I don't remember when I've been this happy. The picture on the front page tells it all. I went to the gym after work, and applied myself like I haven't done in months... 3 miles on the treadmill and 200 sit ups. I was drenched... I was disgusting... according to the scale I weighed 3lbs less when I was done than when I began... a fact which I find quite disgusting... yet I feel lighter... the power of suggestion, man... I like it. I came home and found a surprise waiting for me, Aaron had rearranged the living room; in a way that had been suggested to us by his sister in law; we had both liked her idea a lot, but didn't want to say anything at first to each other, because we thought we were both attached to the way it was. When I brought it up last night we had a good laugh over the fact that we would love to rearrange the living room, but were too cautious of each other's feelings to say anything. Well anyway, I came home and Aaron was sure busy today; it's all done! I love it! So I sit here, after my shower, smelling of mandarin mango lotion, feeling the evening breeze, eating salad and a grilled whiting filet... a little sore, but still feeling the endorphins running through me from my workout... and more than that I am content. Finally.
I miss the busy-ness and the sounds of people always outside my bedroom door... but I love the peace and quiet too... I love that it's mine... (and Aaron's lol) I love that I finally feel like a grown up... it's... bliss.